Maybe not quite completely accurate in terms, but this sums up the spirit of the moment. I really want to just throw down some thoughts since it is around my birthday. I find that one of the best parts of having had this blog for as long as I have, there is a lot of history embedded here. Even if I have just alluded to certain events, left some out, concentrated on the books I have been reading lately, there is still a bit of my story within these pages. Together, they amount to quite a bit.
I am enjoying my 41st way more than my 40th. If 31 was anticlimactic and my 30th a lot of fun, it was the opposite this time around. Last year felt so chaotic, this year feels so much more settled, or I am must less chaotic. Almost. I am in a better place at work. Or I am making it a better place. I have been promoted (in a way, I will believe it truly once the job reclassification has gone through). I am more confident than I was a year ago in my role. I have almost completed my Child Care Society Board commitment. A few more months, and we are good. Our kids will be going to new elementary schools and daycares in the fall, and I think it is the best thing for them. We don't have a lot of plans for the summer, but we do have some time off. I am hoping that next year will have much more camping, and much more excursions, and this year to really be the one everything comes together. We really didn't plan a lot in terms of trips since we really needed to figure out the kids, and what was happening in the fall.
We finally painted our family room, and got the fireplace fixed. We may even get a fence put up this summer. I haven't been for a run for about 3 weeks, and it is bothering me a bit, but it has been a semester start up, we have been short staffed (of course), and there has been karate and baseball and work and birthdays and family events. Oh my!
What do I hope for in the next year? To get some kind of physical activity most days of the week. I would like to start up my jogging again and do at least another 5km run (read jog).
I really want to try stand up paddle boarding.
I want the kids to settle in and really enjoy their new settings.
I want to get out camping, continue to read good books, continue to knit, continue to encourage my kids to be active and enjoy reading as well. I want to get Connor swimming and skating. I want Brandon to continue with the sports he is enjoying.
I want to feel more caught up. After putting everything back after painting our family room.. I realized it has been a year since I last sorted most of our bills. I would like to be more on top of things - to do something with our photos, to keep on top of a few more things.
I want to see a few new places.
I hope the bulbs and seeds I just planted in our garden grow. I am so happy we made the changes to the front yard, and for the work done in the backyard. It feels like I am changing our space and bringing new life to it. I find it amazing we can cart out a whole container (large one at that) of green waste every single week.
I want Ken and I to continue to get out for some dates.
A year from now, I hope we have gone on a family trip outside of the normal confines of where we have been going. I hope to be a little fitter. I hope to just be more excited about Summer and what is next and just to keep on building on what we have.