Glad to find this still here.

It has been since July 2017 since I have posted.

It appears that time has flown by, like a roller coaster with a full share of ups and downs.

I have a dog! I have wanted a dog for years, and now we have a green eyed yellow lab that fills my heart with joy.  She was born on Canada Day, and we travelled to Grand Forks to meet her at 4 weeks old, and to pick her up at 8 weeks old.  Funny when I crafted my last post, I had no idea we were going to add another family member!

I have no idea where to begin - in all likelihood I will try to do a bunch of revisionist history because I miss having the history of the books that I have read.  I find that it is a different way to track my head space gauging by what I read.

I had to take a moment to think, it is March! Almost the end of March. We aren't going to the island this Easter, and it feels strange, but I am so happy to be home this 4 day weekend, I couldn't imagine going anywhere, no matter how much I enjoy travelling to the island.  I know we will take our conference back to the island next April, we will head over then and make more of a trip of it.

What to say? Kids are older.  B is playing sledge hockey with the big boys, and I love this community.  They are a great bunch of folks.  C is going to play baseball this year instead of lacrosse, and Hockey 4 was a success - made some new friends, and Connor also had a boy pack.  His biggest decision will be whether or not he wants to be a goalie.  Today he says that he is done... we shall see. C is also playing 3 on 3 hockey, and Brandon will be playing wheelchair BB again until June.  It is weird how he falls in to a gap where there are very few kids his age/ability playing these sports.  Is it that there aren't many kids like him, or that they just don't know about sports like these and they CAN try it and maybe even do well at it.

Looking at pictures of my DH and I, we are definitely older.  More white hair, a few more lines, more life experience.  Concussions still suck.  K's recovery from the one in December 2016 is a long journey. We are no where towards healed, and it is hard to judge when he will truly start to feel like himself again.  So many doctor's appointments and it is hard to say which ones have truly been able to help him. We do not understand brain health enough, or how to recover from brain injuries.  This injury has impacted all of us, with K as the sun we all evolve around and try to support.

To say the last few years have been challenging is an understatement.

That being said, they have also been incredibly rewarding too.

Last year I got to Halifax, we got a dog, and we got to some amazing family weddings. This year I will get to travel to Montreal and Atlanta for work, and we just came back from San Juan Island where we celebrated our 12th wedding anniversary.

When you choose to look for both sides of the coin, you can find elements of balance, but it is work and a choice.

Well, this is a start. At least it doesn't say that the last post was July 2017.  Likely I will fill in the middle, even if it is just pictures of the books that I have read.